Where Is My Man!

I suppose I should be happy... I mean I do have a man. But why am I feeling odd about him being back home in West Africa? I believe it has more to do the we haven't talked much & every time I call it short. I called him everyday for the first few days. He hasn't called me once. I know he hasn't been home in 10 years. But am I wrong to feel this way? I suppose I shouldn't feel wired... ?